I suck with words. and I suck at cheering people up. welp.
and even on my worst of days, you find a way to make me happy. and that’s all I’ve ever wanted… to be happy with someone I can be entirely myself around.
Anonymous asked: Whoever this guy is, is quite lucky to have a girl like you. I hope he keeps you happy. : )
I hate how I am so insecure, I’m insecure as fuck inside, even if I don’t show it. it’s eating me away and i feel like it’s the one thing that is going to kill me and everything that has ever made me happy. and I blame it all on my stupid past. people always leaving me, always screwing with my feelings, which is why whenever something good comes a long, I get so attached, so scared that it’s...
that sudden feeling of relief, like all the weight has been lifted off of your shoulders, like the cloud that is constantly roaming over your head has finally disappeared. so relieved that the ap exam is finally over after all the suffering and late night studying. now onto SATS. yay.
I should be studying but I can’t. I feel so stressed and sleep deprived. I can’t focus for long periods of time anymore because I either end up falling asleep or giving up. what’s the point in studying anymore, I can’t even grasp the concepts, let alone remember it over a given period of time for a test or quiz. and it’s aps week and everyone is busy cramming for...
I just want to sleep but no, there’s always school and studying and life. I am so sleep deprived I would do anything for it right now.